Just like that

There were many days I woke up and said, never again.. Of course I felt that way but my actions spoke louder when the next time, I was snorting a line of cocaine feeling stupid and guilty because I didn't want it.. Then I would start to come down and do another and another line to come back up because I hated how bad coming down felt.. Yep, that was a constant all the time feeling and ya know what? It SUCKED!