Travel sober

I have moved more times than I can remember most places. Most of the places I have lived are only remembered by bits and pieces or by a picture. I spent all those years on drugs. I wish it was so easy to go back to most of these places, just to see them again but this time sober and happy. San Francisco, New Orleans, Montana, and so on. I have lived in 15 states and repeated half of them 3-4 times. I spent all those years high.  It is such a shame...