Now as I have mentioned previously, I was never much of a drinker. I still have a drink here and there, I just know how to have one or two and stop. I don't like being drunk. As you can figure in the multiple times I moved throughout the 15 states I have lived in repeatedly, finding a dealer was usually top priority for some in our house but it wasn't always easy. Having a stocked liquor cabinet was a constant. It was stupid because I lived with an alcoholic but what can ya do?! I allowed it unwillingly. Gosh I hate how cowardly I was. It is so sad, and I know people who have no idea who I am now and still consider me to be trash and beneath them.. yes my ex family still thinks that. Ha, if they only knew!
Back then, I was drinking alone when no one was around because I wasn't alone thinking about how pissed off I was in reality.
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