I sound like all I do is blame others for my addiction sometimes, I know that is not fair. I was my own worst enemy. I didn't make a whole lot of effort to be better. I was lazy. I was simply aided into my decision process, manipulated often. Yep I was a dummy and fell for it every time. It took me so long to wake up! But I allowed so much, boy was I a wimp!
I remember always trying to make it sound like I wasn't using anymore and it was all his fault. I didn't want the responsibility on my back. I wanted so badly to look better. I learned in order to get something you really want, it takes effort. I just expected to snap my fingers and it would work. Yeah.... nope it sure didn't. ..
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